-Im tired.. Im bored..Im sad.. and depressed... nothing can change this.. no one can change this.. I am what I am..

---- 7 hours of my life i will never get back grrr ... i dont like family "gatherings" I cant stand half of my family... Especially when i am feeling the way that i am... grrrr..

I dont like feeling unwanted.. i dont like being ditched out on.. and then having people make last minute plans..to make up for the lack of intrest in the other...(those plans too feel unwanted)-hmm maybe thats why i did look to happy..-- If your going to cancel plans... call 10 minutes before 8.. not 30 minutes... past eight ..

today has been crap..
i too.. want nice emails.. but we cant have everything