Ok.. People make bad decisions.. I made a very bad one .. according to most people....
I can understand people being dissappointed in me.. But being bashed down? eh... Especially by someone who.. has been there and done that-- yes..I have no excuss for my actions.. I KNOW that... BUT --I think i controled myself quite well.. FOR goodness sakes.. a guy would come like within 5 inches of me and I'd start freakin out--i wiggle my ass for no one..--ok maybe rachel... I spent the whole dance.. wondering where you where.. and how my evening would have been a lot better if i had just spent it with you...--like i should have-/-like i wanted to--/
Theres nothing i can do about it now...


--In time.. in time....