only been in visalia for 20 minutes.. and im already depressed.. oh wait i was depressed on vacation too... no one cares about me.. i have NO friends.. oh well..
OMG i wanna SCCCCCCREAM.. first i come home... and theres no sign of.. any welcomings.. then my answering machine has 8 messeges.. -for my parents&sister_.. soo im sitting here thinking "wow.. no one cares about me.." OOH no thats not all--- to top that off the last thing i had to hold on to was the idea... or the hopes of hanging out with josh today.. BUT uh... thats not going to happen i hate my life.. i hate visalia ..i hate my life..im goning to sleep....