wow.. wanna cry...

bunko is depressing.. old ladies talk about their grandchildren.. and recipes..

half of the ladies that attend bunko.. are widowed.. so bunko is the highlight of their week..
OH.... and i just sat and stared at my grandma as she --rolled the dice..

she reminds me of the Sarah Goldfarb..(lady in the red dress)
reasons why she reminds me of her..?

--oblivious to things..(ooh my grandchildren in fresno are so tall.. so smart so nice.. hmm..---note they despise her--)
--Clownish make up (red lipstick--smeared black eyeliner--cricked eyebrows that are drawn in--
--She chatters her mouth and smiles to herself --(uppers)

-----------------I WANTED TO CRY --i dont like her very much..--- but i still love her

the home made apple cider rocked though..

--I LOVE MY FRIENDS