I've been grounded from the computer...

I've also been super duper sick.. i.e--temperature of 101... coughing.. hacking.. sniffling.. Im in the library at school.. because i dont have to go to my 6th period class ..

I havent heard much Christmas music this year.. but when i do? i always hear the same song.. and that song just so happens to make me bawl.. .. IT FREAKIN GETS ME EVERYTIME...

Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas

Christmas future is far away
Christmas past is past
Christmas present is here today
Bringing joy that may last

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
May your heart be light
In a year our troubles will be out of sight
From now on

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the yuletide gay
In a year our troubles will be miles away

Here we are as in olden days
Happy golden days of yore
Precious friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more

I know that
In a year we all will be together
If the Fates allow
Until then, we'll just have to muddle through somehow
And have ourselves a merry little Christmas now.

::wipes tears::coughs::sniffles::

Christmas isnt really joyous time of year for me..
my family's just never geniunely happy..
Somethings always bothering each and everyone of us..
The Problems range from being as measely as "Darla.. i dont give a damn.. about WHAT MOVIE WE SEE THIS year..lets just FORGET ABOUT IT" or They could be as selfish as.."I really think my husband buys me the crappiest gifts every year..blah blah blah..".. and the list goes on.. every year there's something new to complain about.. its CHRISTMAS.. for goodness sakes.. lighten up.. be a pushover for once.. let things slide.. take the chip of your freggin shoulder..

im going to this play at neighborhood tonight.. it should be pretty good..