last night the marriage question was brought up.. and of course.. i want to be married.. but i mentioned my biggest fear.. Having NOONE... TOO love ..Due to my lack of compadability..... because i can be the most cynical... mean... evil tyrant on this side of the woooorld..... but to my suprise the person with the question.. said.. something like... oh.. trust me.. you wont ever have the trouble of finding someone...you'll have the trrouble of picking from the lot... --maybe not word for word but.. something like that..

I talked to my mom about it.. and she said.. you wont have any trouble.. remeber in 6th 7th and 8th grade?? the only boys who liked you were big dorky boys? You easy to approach.. your very affable and excepting.. and you have this "glow" about you.. i laughed.. because i've been called intimidating.... and some people are scared of me... EVERYONES crazy.. i dont know what im talking about im crazy.. go to bed