Girls night out.. it was fun.. We went and saw a "chick flick" Whiccccch then.. made me even more depressed then i am..

Why do i let the computer hinder my thoughts.. and TRUST towards certain people..... grr i need to stop being an investigator... I CANT HELP IT I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO... i spend 5 hours a day online.. thats pathetic... i need to stop reading peoples pages.. and i need to mind my own business.. I should sit here .. and enjoy myself.. I should have a little one on one.. Dorie Time---What i would do with this Dorie Time.. I do not know.. maybe take a nice long... hot bath... Maybe i should sit down and read a book.. OR i could paint.. or... maybe ill just sit here at the computer and.. watch the vibrant computer screen and have meaningless conversations with people i hardly even know.. But whatever i do with this "DORIE TIME" should not envolve --exploring the internet.... the internet is Baaaaaaaaad.. it distorts your mind--just like drugs.... the internet is an adiction i need rid of.... Grr..