in a weird ...yet twisted way.. i have come to enjoy my "alone time" --I currently have no friends.. which in turn .. gives me no distractions.. I have learned to enjoy myself.. and make do with the time i have to spend with my self... I read.. I write.. I paint.. i sketch.. Watch movies..I CROCHET(sp?) for goodness sakes.. lol i really enjoy all of this.. Yet i am still lonesome.. But hey!-- im dealing with it.. Atleast I am being productive.. I could sit on my arse All day--and do nothing.. but what good would that do me? How would that make me happy? --