I wish i had a passion for something.. or or... a routine... something to look foreward to everday.. or maybe not look foreward to.. but just something to expect.. something to get use to... im not pasionate about ANYTHING.. nothing gives me a thrill ... I dont like food.. i dont play sports.. i dont dress up.. i dont sew.. i dont write poems.. i dont write music.. i dont play any instruments... im not like a hardcore band-aide.. or anything.. Urghh i need to find something.. help me.. i've lost my spice to life.. i have no spice, no pizazz.... and i add nothing to others... im just like ... a placebo.. i dont do anything.. i dont help you..i dont do anything for you... im just an illusion of your imagination.. BOO.. YOu may think i do something but in all honesty everyone would be fine without me..