i feel really bad.. getting "online" for me .. is different then most peoples.. i just sit.. and look at pointless sites.. and ignore all the IM's .. and at the end i count how many i got.. and if its a lot.. then im good.. if theres like 1 or 2.. then i kinda get sad.. and sit in my room and sulk... yea.. maybe i dont sulk.. but i dont feel good.. And im sure the people i ignore dont feel good either.. eh.. i like looking at sites.. thats all i gotta say..